October 19
(First day of hospitalization, Tuesday) |
9:00–10:00 a.m. Admission procedures at Juntendo University Urayasu Hospital.
Emiko, my wife, accompanied me.
At the 5th floor reception desk of Building B, I parted ways with Emiko
and proceeded to Room 570. (Accompaniment was permitted only up to this
point; visits were prohibited thereafter.)
A single room with a television.
The items I brought to pass the time were three books, a smartphone, and
a portable radio. Communication with Emiko relied solely on the smartphone.
Upon entering the ward, COVID-19 screening is conducted. A swab is inserted into the nose. Negative.
Descend to the first floor for an X-ray examination and 24-hour electrocardiogram
monitoring.
16:30 Take a shower and undergo physical measurements. Blood pressure:
171/101. Both are not good. Pulse rate: 40. Body temperature: 36.4 degrees.
Apply a blood pressure-lowering patch to the chest.
6:00 p.m. Dinner. Left a little.
Lay down in bed and listened to the following self-recorded readings on
the website via my smartphone. Part of “The Dog Year, 2018" (Journal
No. 118), "New Year's Day” (Journal No. 109) and “Morocco Travelogue
2010” (Journal No. 59).
Then watched TV and listened to the radio.
10:00 p.m. Go to bed.
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| October 20 (Day 2, Wednesday) |
5:40 a.m. Wake up. Drink some cold water, hoping the surgery goes well.
6:30 a.m. Radio exercise. Won't be able to do it from tomorrow for a while.
From last night on, I listened to “Morocco Travelogue 2010” until the end.
“Egypt and Turkey 2008,” too.
12:00 Drip-feed attached. Urinary catheter (pre-surgery procedure, insertion
was painful!).
Skipped lunch.
17:00 Pacemaker implantation surgery.
Moved to another bed and went to the operating room on the first floor.
It's finally time.
After local anesthesia, the incision was made at the left shoulder. About
5-centimeter incision was made. Even with anesthesia, it was painful. Additional
anesthesia was administered.
The surgery was performed by Dr. Odagiri and a team of several members.
They worked continuously, communicating with each other throughout the
procedure. In order to ensure the pacemaker was implanted properly, the
area was firmly pressed repeatedly. That was painful. I had to endure it.
I could only pray for success.
7:00 p.m. The surgery is over.
Decline dinner.
I fall asleep while listening to the radio.
Perhaps because the painkillers from the surgery are still working, I don't feel much pain.
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| October 21 (Day 3, Thursday) |
Wake up at 5:30 a.m. Listen to my own reading on the smartphone.
7:00 AM Urinary catheter removed. When urinating, the initial flow is pink. Probably nothing serious.
Morning readings: Blood pressure: 145/71. Pulse: 64. Temperature: 36.4℃.
8:00 Breakfast. No feeling of hunger. Milk and bread taste good.
After 9:00, Dr. Odagiri, the attending physician, comes by. He says the
lead wire from the pacemaker has shifted from the atrium. Indeed, my pulse
is now in the 30s. He asks for my consent for a second surgery in the evening.
As yesterday, a urinary catheter was inserted before surgery. Painful.
6:00 p.m. Reoperation began.
After local anesthesia, the incision was reopened. The pain returned. Dr.
Odagiri, the surgeon, and his team's voices echoed through the room. As
with yesterday's surgery, the anesthesia was increased, but the pain returned
when the pacemaker was reinserted. I endured it. It took a long time. It
seems to have gone smoothly. 7:30 p.m.
"Thank you, Dr. Odagiri and everyone." I expressed my gratitude
aloud, hoping it goes well this time.
After returning to the room, there was almost no pain in the left shoulder
implant site, and I did not take any pain medication this time either.
I rested quietly and went to sleep.
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| October 22 (Day 4, Friday) |
Woke up at 5:00 AM.
Listened to the news on the radio and the following reading on my smartphone.
“The Benelux Three Countries,” "Recollections of the Iberian Peninsula,"
"Nowadays, 2015," and "Nowadays, 2011."
Here, I decided to write about my current situation, focusing on my days
in the hospital, under the title "Nowadays at the age of 81."
I will start working on it after I am discharged on the 28th.
7:30 AM: The urinary catheter was removed. The urine was pinkish at first,
as it was yesterday, but there is no cause for concern.
Body temperature: 37 degrees. Pulse: 60 (as set).
9:40 X-ray examination.
I am listening to my own readings while flipping through various parts
of “Miscellaneous Notes” and “Short Stories.”
In Short Story Collection No. 50, “Those Days When the Cherry Blossoms Fell (Fragment),” I was reminded of myself at that time. It was around 1959 when I failed the university entrance exam. It was only about a year until I was admitted to the Sociology Department of Hitotsubashi University the following year, but looking back, there were various things that happened.
Having narrowed my university choices only to the English and American
Studies Department at Tokyo University of Foreign Studies, I had given
up on math and science. To avoid repeating the exam any more, I had to
consider applying to other schools, which meant studying those subjects
as well. Plus, there was English dictation preparation, and so on. It seems
like a lot of trouble, but it was quite a struggle.
I had been eagerly awaiting news of yesterday's surgery success, but there
was no word. Today, I gave up.
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| October 23 (Day 5, Saturday) |
5:30 a.m. Woke up for a checkup. Blood pressure: 154/73. Pulse: 63. Temperature:
36.7℃.
8:00 a.m. Breakfast. The milk and kiwi dessert were delicious.
9:00 AM Dr. Odagiri comes here and says, “Everything is OK.” I immediately
tell my wife on the phone. We both say, “That's great!!”
11:00 AM Blood pressure: 126/83. Pulse: 65. Temperature: 36.0℃.
Listen to “My Old Documents,” the 13th episode of the notebook. It brings me back to the memories.
This was created during my time working in the General Affairs Department
at Tsukiji Factory in Nagoya's Port District after joining Daido Steel.
One of them was an English-to-Japanese translation titled “Employee Absenteeism.”
Mr. Y, the General Affairs Manager, returned from a seminar and handed
me an English booklet, saying, “I'm sure you can translate this,” and ordered
me to do so.
For the next week, I stayed up late in my dorm room, focused on the task.
This is the result. The original English text has been lost, but I recall
it being a clear and straightforward piece. (Translation reading: 1 hour
9 minutes)
Mr. Y carefully reviewed my translation, made a few corrections in red
ink, then called the printer and requested 100 copies in B5 format. Once
completed, they were distributed to supervisors of the factory site and
the office for use in on-the-job training. The smug expression on Mr. Y's
face at the time.
There such a time.
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| October 24 (6th day, Sunday) |
| 10:00 Purchased the Mainichi Shimbun at the store.
For several years now, the crossword puzzle in the morning edition of the Sunday newspaper has been my friend. I struggle with it for about two hours, quating an electronic dictionary and the internet. I have managed to solve almost all of them.
So, this morning, I waited for the stand to open and went down to the first
floor. With my current hospital stay, my smartphone has been a strong ally.
By switching to voice mode and asking questions aloud about parts I didn't
understand, I received some hints in return.
Thanks to that, I was able to finish in just under two hours.
Looking at the TV program in the newspaper, Channel 5 will air the final
day of the “ZOZO Championship Golf” at 1:55 PM. That's right, Hideki Matsuyama
is currently in the sole first place by one stroke after the third day
yesterday. I can't miss this...
Before suffering a brain infarction at the age of 45, I had an official
handicap of 13 and often played courses with clients while stationed in
the United States. It was a solid foundation for my sales work.
About ten years after the illness, my left-side disability had mostly healed,
and I started going to the practice range again, but I couldn't play like
before, and my interest faded. At the same time, I completely stopped watching
professional golf on TV.
So, I wouldn't normally watch this program. But because I was hospitalized,
I watched the exciting, dramatic U.S. Open Golf Championship for two hours.
Hideki-kun, you're amazing. Congratulations! |
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| October 25 (Day 7, Monday) |
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Last night's temperature reading was 37.5 degrees. Though advised to use
an ice pack, I declined. At that time, due to suspicion of COVID-19 infection,
a swab was inserted into my nasal cavity again. This morning, the nurse
in charge informed me that the result was negative.
7:30 AM Blood pressure: 145/77. Pulse: 66. Temperature: 36.6 degrees. Taking
a blood sample.
2:30 p.m. Accompanied by a caregiver, I was taken to the first floor in
a wheelchair for an X-ray and electrocardiogram.
In the evening, Dr. Yamamoto, the assistant, removed the protective tape from the pacemaker implantation site.
The drip-feed will continue until discharge.
Blood pressure remains high. 160, and even after rechecking, 151.
Frequent urination at night is a hassle. I have to go to the bathroom every two hours.
The drip-feed line is annoying at night. But it's only for tonight and the next two days.
Constipation has resolved.
Reading “Short Story Collection No. 52: Three-Day Hospitalization for
Tests, 2012” reminded me of that time.
That year, I was admitted to Juntendo Urayasu Hospital for three days for
tests due to suspected prostate cancer. Fortunately, no cancer was found,
but on the first day, Dr. Tanaka, who is in the neurology department, not
only sent a bouquet of flowers but also visited my room and handed me a
book, “Mainichi Shimbun Social Department” (written by Yuji Yamamoto).
The author is a patient of Dr. Tanaka who suffered a brain infarction.
He now uses a wheelchair and has language impairments, but he reportedly
runs a fairy-tale creation circle called “Lupin Literature” in Urayasu
City.
After being discharged, I became close with Mr. Yamamoto and the members
of Lupin Literature. The circle consists of about ten people, each with
some form of physical disability.
I also brought my own work, and we gathered, discussing in a circle at
a café next to Shin-Urayasu Station. The entire process is recorded in
this essay. Once I recover, I might contact the group's coordinator, Mr.
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| October 26 (Day 8, Tuesday) |
7:30 AM: Woke up. Blood pressure: 161/99. Pulse: 60. Temperature: 36.6 degrees. Applied a blood pressure-lowering patch.
Clear sky with a few cumulus clouds. No special medical procedures today.
9:30 AM: Shampoo and shower. Feels great!!
10:00 AM: Sutures removed from the pacemaker implantation site.
Enjoyed listening to a reading of “Early Summer in Kyoto for a Week, 2017,”
a trip our couple took four years ago. It's a lengthy piece lasting about
two hours. As I listened, memories I had almost forgotten began to resurface
one by one.
Since turning 60, I have been translating travel essays about domestic
scenic spots visited with my wife into English, aiming to introduce Japan's
culture and landscapes to the world, and publishing them in the “English
Edition” square. This Kyoto trip. If it were translated into English, it
could occupy a corner of the square as a major historical site of Japan.
Even a rough translation would surely attract the interest of foreigners.
Such thoughts cross my mind, but it is too late now. The decline in my
abilities cannot compensate for my enthusiasm. It is truly regrettable.
With such feelings lingering, I casually browse through the “English Edition”
square on my smartphone's small screen, and then, look and behold!
One Week in Ancient Kyoto
June 25-July 1, 2017
Sanjusangen-do, Fushimi-inari Taisha,
Ryoanji, Nijo Castle, Mimurotoji,
Manpukuji, Byodoin, Daigoji, Kajuji,
Yasaka Shrine, Kodaiji, Chionin,
Kiyomizu-dera, Arashiyama, Tenryuji,
Rakushisha, Kinkakuji, Toji, Ginkakuji,
Honenin, Heian Shrine, Honnoji, Rokkakudo, Nishi-Honganji, Higashi-Honganji |
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I was surprised. I had managed to do it all back then. Reading time: 2 hours and 37 minutes.
Taking breaks, I enjoyed reading the English text aloud until evening.
Princess Mako and Mr. Kei Komuro got married. Every TV channel was at its best.
Today is “Persimmon Day.” It is said to be based on the day when Shiki Masaoka composed the poem, “When I eat a persimmon, the bell rings at Horyuji Temple (柿くへば鐘が鳴るなり法隆寺).” In Chapter 4 of this essay, I decided to include a short piece titled “Persimmons. My favorite food” about Shiki and persimmons.
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| October 27 (Day 9, Wednesday) |
| 5:00 a.m. Wake up for a blood test.
My pulse, blood pressure, and temperature are all within normal ranges. I am confident that I will be discharged tomorrow.
7:00 a.m. I open the window and look down. The people walking below are
not carrying umbrellas. The sky is cloudy, as forecast.
9:30 a.m. X-ray and electrocardiogram.
10:30 a.m. Pacemaker implantation site examination. Dr. Odagiri informs
me that a certificate allowing me to undergo an MRI will be sent by registered
mail in one month.
I call my wife on my smartphone to tell her I will be discharged at 10
a.m. tomorrow and ask her to come to the designated location at the hospital.
Today, I listen to Chapter 3, “Married Life,” of my self-written novel “The Life of a Seafarer” (my father's life), which I started listening to last night.
Kyozou, lying in bed with his wife's head on his arm as a pillow, recounts
memories of the South Pacific Arafura Sea where he worked for 17 years.
Tonight's segment features coral reefs and various creatures in the deep
sea.
After this chapter ends, I switch to the radio. The theme is some event from the early Showa period. Coincidentally, it is the same period that Kyozou is talking about in the novel. At the end of the program, Hamako Watanabe's song “Chinatown in San Francisco” is played. Even after the program ended, I remained in a melancholy mood for a while.
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| October 28 (Day 10, Thursday) |
5:00 a.m. Wake up. Blood pressure: 138/78. Pulse: 60. Temperature: 36.8
degrees. Normal. Finally, it's time to be discharged.
6:30 a.m. Wash my face.
8:00 a.m. My last breakfast in the hospital. The milk and grapes are delicious.
After that, the drip-feed tube and ECG monitor are removed. Finally, I
feel relieved.
At 10:00 AM, met my wife at the 5th-floor lounge in Building B. It's been
a while!
Settled the bill on the 1st floor. Everything is finally over.
The hospital is just a 5-minute walk from home. I walked slowly, happy
to be returning home. May the days ahead be smooth and trouble-free.
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